Tuesday, May 31, 2011

ARRGHH!!

arrghh!! here I go again....
thank goodness it is only for another month....
taking things down and off the walls and out of the closets,
better get the money next month, twice.
 arrghh!! why are some people so irresponsible?
I should have seen this coming,
maybe I did, and chose to not listen,
arrghh!! here I go again...
only one more month....

Thursday, May 26, 2011

SO MANY

So many messed up people out there,
So many in my "community",
why is that?
So much drama,
drugs, alcohol, sex,
that's it, that's what they live for,
I don't understand....
I'm messed up too,
but not like some of those people,
I am "normal" compared to them,
So many messed up people,
So many lost people walking around,
I've been lost myself for so long,
however, I started seeking myself out,
and well on my way to a better life,
I'm not done searching,
don't think I will ever be,
it is a life time journey

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

God Knows

God knows,
God loves,
God has the plan.

Know God,
know yourself,
feel love,
and you feel God,
talk to God,
he will listen,
God knows.

God carries us when we cannot walk,
God will take care of us when we cannot,
God will love us,
always!

Open your heart,
let him in,
you will be amazed,
life will seem so much brighter,
so much easier,
God knows.

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Night

as the night falls,
a smile appears on my face,
i lie awake,
letting the darkness fill me,
the night,
so peaceful,
so quiet,
i look foward to the night,
as long it is night,
i do not have to deal with the outside,
for when the sun rises,
i have to raise up,
and deal with the world,
night falls.

Saturday, May 21, 2011

the love of a child

the love of a child,
is like the love of God,

the love of a child,
is so innocent,

the love of a child,
is so simple,

the love of a child,
can touch so many,

the love of a child,
creates harmony and hope to ones' life,

the love of a child,
is a gift from God.

So many....

So many thinking they know,
when the end of the world will be here,
There is only one who knows this,
and they are not of human form,

So therefore, to all who think the world
is going to end,
just live life,
Do not worry,
when the world ends, it is over,
and there is nothing we will be able to do about it,
so why worry and spread the worry?

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Do I settle down?
Do I not?
To be or not to be?

Speaking to our Father,
I think I hear Him, but still not so sure I know what to do.

Loving two,
Cannot have one the way I want now,
The other I can,
They both treat me like I should be treated,
Never thought I would find someone who would, then I find two...

I know I need to do what is right,
I know I need I need a sense of stability,
Love, romance, passion, friendship, partnership...

Misunderstood

Misunderstood,
No one understands,
Try and try, but to no end...

Speaking,
Talking,
Showing,
Still being misunderstood,

No one understands,
Not even sure I understand,
Although  not sure if we are meant to understand, at least not at the moment,

Misunderstood....

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

A Ride...

Going for a bike ride,
riding down the path,
just riding and riding, with no destination in mind,
no time limit,
just a bike ride, exercise, and adventure, self-discovery,
Riding, in the fresh open air, out there with nature,
enjoying the simple things in life,
thankful for what I have, treasuring all that I have,
it may not be much, but it is all mine, I worked for it all,
someday it may disappear, and all I will have is my memories to
make me smile....

Running, Used to Run...

I used to run,
run from this and that,
I used to run for looking for things,
I used to run from me,
Used to look everywhere else, instead of the obivious
places...
I used to run,
I ran from them,
I ran from you,
I ran from me,
looking for love, acceptance, a sense of belonging, a sense
of accomplishment,
never thought it would be right under my nose,
literally!
Running, no more running!!

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Acrostic Poetry

My mom
Exceptional woman!
Great mother!



Daddy's little girl
Allstar dad
Donald is his name!
mothers' are the heart of the family,
happy mother's day to all the mom's out there!
You all so deserve a day to call your own,
being a mother is a job, the hardest one to do,
and  the most rewarding too.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Opinions

Opinions,
They are something we all have,
One good thing about our country,
We can voice our opinions,
Although, some think that their opinion is the fact,
They are not fact, they are opinion,
You can get the information from a reliable source,
but for all you know, that is their opinion as well.
That is what we have Historians for, to find and argue the truth,
but there will always be opinions,
and as long as you live in the U.S.A. you can voice your opinion.
God Bless the USA!

Faith

Faith,
Faith is love, faith is God,
We all have faith,
Just some lost it a long the way somewhere,
They are struggling,
Struggling through life,
Struggling to hold on,
They just need to believe,
Let go, open their hearts,
Open their arms,
and let HIM in,
When you find your faith,
When you open your heart,
When you let go of your control,
and surrender to God,
your struggling will ease.
Faith.

The Real Heroes

They say Osama Bin Laden is dead. Everyone is congratulating the president of the united states, although all he did was order the hit, said the word to go in. The real heroes are the soldiers that have been fighting this war and the ones that lost the fight. So, when you want to thank someone for job well done, thank the soldier. Some say it is an Obama win, but in reality it is not an Obama win, it is an American win, victory. It just happens to be when Obama is in office.
Don't let your guard down, because we killed Osama, there are more out there, he did not die for nothing as his followers would say. I am sure he has set something up in the event of his capture/death, so rest asure, that there are some angry Taliban/Al-Queda and they will try to get even. Therefore, hopefully our government are ready and better prepared this next time, and you can count on it being a next time. I am not being pessimistic, I am being realistic.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

God's house,
He speaks to us,
sometimes cannot hear,
sometimes it is muffled,
than other times, clear as crystal....
sleeping soundly:
snuggled up with the blanky,
the shadow in the corner...
 walking thru the woods,
night is falling,
heard a rustling up ahead...
Mother Nature:
She has the power,
Screamin' from the rooftop!
The sun is out,
the third day in a row,
how long will it last?
Life is a complex situation,
Love is complex,
We are are only mortal humans....