Friday, May 12, 2017

I'm Ready

I'm ready,
to live again,
I've been ready,
Life has been good,
it's been hard, but I survived;
I'm happy,
I'm doing well,
content with what I have, it doesn't mean I don't want more,
it just means I am content right now,
I could die happy right now;
Everything that has happened, happened for a reason,
in the time that it was supposed to happen,
it might not have been the time I would have chosen,
though it was the right time, I  suppose.
I am strong,
I am a survivor,
I do not like to quit,
this I do know;
learning to crawl, then walk, and then run,
it's all a process.
I'm ready to continue on this journey,
I am not alone.

Tuesday, May 2, 2017

Inside

you're in my head,
always will,
I do not mind that you're in there,
in my head,
now and always
in my head.
inside,
I know you're there,
I can hear you,
I know you,
I can feel you,
I just can't see you,
help me remember;
is there a way?

Where did I put that?

Where did I put that?
I know it's here somewhere,
I must have just thrown it down, in a hurry;
forgetting where I put my keys,
forgetting where I put my glasses;
I will never forget that I love you, or that you love me,
I may not be able to express it any longer,
but only because i don't have the ability to;
therefore, don't  forget me,
don't forget that I love you.
I remember you today,
I may remember you tomorrow,
I may remember in a month,
I may forget at some moment in time,
when I do, if I do,
remember  I am still there, somewhere inside,
I just can't  me anymore,
I may need a little help,
don't let me stray,
if I have drifted back to the beginning,
let me drift, tho bring me back, until I won't  come back anymore...then
let me stay there, because I'll be going home soon from there...

Friday, March 17, 2017

Odd

Odd, you may say someone is odd, you may that you are odd; however, what is odd, really? Isn't odd to be normal, and if so, that makes me not odd, because normal I am not.

Monday, January 16, 2017

flying high

Been awhile, I know, so much going on, trying to do so much, not enough hours in the day for it all; working on changing that, getting back to the writing board, new year, new adventures, here I go... I know what I want, going after it, no one is going to stop me, the only one who can stop me would be myself, and the king almighty himself. grabbing life by the horns, going with it, if I get hurt along the way, so be it, life is way too short not to take risks, to go for what you want, yes, I might fall on my face, yet I might fly high, I will never know unless I take that chance, life, love, its about chances, risk, there is no guarantee in anything will workout... So here I go, flying high, in hopes I don't fall, and not even thinking of falling, honestly, only thinking of flying high and higher.

Friday, September 9, 2016

I look around (unfinished)

I look around
I see so much, yet so little too,
so much commercializing,
so much focus on the materialistic and vain things,
I look around,
so much judgement,
so much hate,
what gives you the right,
to hate or judge me?

Tuesday, June 14, 2016

My True Love

Missing you,
Missing one another,
harder than we ever imagined it would be,
especially after our week vacation together,
it was the best week I have ever had,
you made it much more full of joy and love,
I didn't want it to end,
and it doesn't have to, it is just the beginning of our life together,
but I know, we know, that we are meant to be;
I want you by my side the rest of my life,
I've never loved anyone as much as I love you,
I feel it all the way through my body, in my soul,
I feel it pumping through my veins;
this is what true love,
you are my true love,
I know it now;
I am so in love with you, I fall in love with you again and again, everyday.