Monday, December 1, 2014

No matter how many falls, you are there (a spiritual poem)

You are the one that matters, I am yours, now and forever, my love for you shines brighter than the moon or the stars; My love for you will never fade...into the darkness; the darkness shall make it seem brighter. I there are times it may appear that I stray off the path you have lead me to, I though recover quickly, and remain on the path I am supposed to be on. With you at the end, I will always look forward with hope, and not backwards with regret. When I fall, I know you are there to pick me up, carry me until I can walk again on my own, as I have fallen so many times before, and you carried me a few steps, in which is all I needed, as you gave me the strength to continue again on my own, though never really on my own, you are always there, only a step behind me, in case I fall again.

Rock Star

I am a rock star, not all may see me that way, oh well. I am me, this is who I am, I do not need anyone bringing me down, so if you are one of those, stay away. I love who I am, what I am, I wasn't always like this, but now that I am, don't get in my way, because this is how it's supposed to be. Live, laugh, and let go of the things that are small and do not really matter life is short, that's how I am trying to live my life. we only have one life to live, here on Earth, so, as I live, I will smile and laugh as much as I can, celebrate my life and the ones I have lost, no mourning, just celebrating, they wouldn't want me to mourn the rest of my life away. I am the rock star that I am intended to be, I don't have to be in a rock band to be a rock star, I do everything to the best of my ability and even harder at times, I do not give up, that is a rock star, I am a rock star.

Monday, September 15, 2014

No more worry

I look around, overwhelmed at times, restless too, so much to do, not enough green, it's a good thing I have a good woman by my side, to keep me leveled, my rock, my other half. I used to worry about the little things, not so anymore, they seem, just that, little things; we have one another, we understand each others' needs, we fit.

Tuesday, September 2, 2014

a little haiku

Haikus are easy but sometimes they don't make sense refrigerator. sunny and warm the sun is warm on my face it's cold outside. Work, that's all I do working hard for the money the blue sky.

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you're either living or dying, up or down, no straight lines. Every time we fall, we rise again, surpassing the point from which we have fallen.

Tuesday, July 29, 2014

Happy Birthday, Mom

Happy Birthday to you, mom! You are the greatest mom ever, that a daughter can have, I am blessed you are mine. I miss you so much, I wish you were here with me, though I do know you are still, just not here on Earth. 68 today, wish I could celebrate with you; I miss you as much as the day you left this Earth, at times it doesn't seem like it has gotten any easier. I know you are still here with me each and everyday, helping me get through all the rough roads I may go down, I am trying to smile more and keep remaining that positive outlook on life; I have realized over the years with all the loss I have endured, that life is too short not to smile, laugh, and to enjoy my time here. We will see each other again, when my time is through.

Thursday, July 24, 2014

We only die once

I saw today, a post on facebook that is so true. It goes something like this; "We don't live once, we live everyday, and we only die once." Such a profound statement, I think. Life is too short, not to live life, not to love when you have the chance. Don't worry about getting hurt by someone or something, just to be able to live and love when the opportunity arises is a blessing to receive. Why would we not want to take a chance on being loved and loving someone, when we could get a hit by a beer truck today (I was told by a dear friend)? Take life by the horns and live like it is your last day! Do what makes you happy and with whomever your heart wants. If you choose to be alone, then so be it, live life your way. If you choose to love someone, then love that person like it's your last day here on Earth. Life is way too short, not to live and love. Live, Smile, Dance, Sing, Love and Laugh!