Friday, January 16, 2015
Monday, December 1, 2014
You are the one that matters, I am yours, now and forever, my love for you shines brighter than the moon or the stars; My love for you will never fade...into the darkness; the darkness shall make it seem brighter. I there are times it may appear that I stray off the path you have lead me to, I though recover quickly, and remain on the path I am supposed to be on. With you at the end, I will always look forward with hope, and not backwards with regret. When I fall, I know you are there to pick me up, carry me until I can walk again on my own, as I have fallen so many times before, and you carried me a few steps, in which is all I needed, as you gave me the strength to continue again on my own, though never really on my own, you are always there, only a step behind me, in case I fall again.
I am a rock star, not all may see me that way, oh well. I am me, this is who I am, I do not need anyone bringing me down, so if you are one of those, stay away. I love who I am, what I am, I wasn't always like this, but now that I am, don't get in my way, because this is how it's supposed to be. Live, laugh, and let go of the things that are small and do not really matter life is short, that's how I am trying to live my life. we only have one life to live, here on Earth, so, as I live, I will smile and laugh as much as I can, celebrate my life and the ones I have lost, no mourning, just celebrating, they wouldn't want me to mourn the rest of my life away. I am the rock star that I am intended to be, I don't have to be in a rock band to be a rock star, I do everything to the best of my ability and even harder at times, I do not give up, that is a rock star, I am a rock star.
Monday, September 15, 2014
I look around, overwhelmed at times, restless too, so much to do, not enough green, it's a good thing I have a good woman by my side, to keep me leveled, my rock, my other half. I used to worry about the little things, not so anymore, they seem, just that, little things; we have one another, we understand each others' needs, we fit.
Tuesday, September 2, 2014
Tuesday, July 29, 2014
Happy Birthday to you, mom! You are the greatest mom ever, that a daughter can have, I am blessed you are mine. I miss you so much, I wish you were here with me, though I do know you are still, just not here on Earth. 68 today, wish I could celebrate with you; I miss you as much as the day you left this Earth, at times it doesn't seem like it has gotten any easier. I know you are still here with me each and everyday, helping me get through all the rough roads I may go down, I am trying to smile more and keep remaining that positive outlook on life; I have realized over the years with all the loss I have endured, that life is too short not to smile, laugh, and to enjoy my time here. We will see each other again, when my time is through.