lying here

Here I am lying in bed this Sunday morning, Being served my coffee, Waiting for a breakfast sandwich, Wow, I am not used to being waited on, Being loved this much by someone, Don't know what to do or even how to act sometimes; Here I am, Will this last or will it fade like all the rest? I don't mean to sound so bitter on love Or about any of you, my past loves; I love you all and I know you all love me, We had good times, We were meant to be, At the time, Now its time to move on... for all of us.

Truth or Not...

Cruel world,
out for themselves;
kindness,
no more;
trust,
next to none,
if any at all;
how did it end up this way?
Love,
seems like its slim pickings,
lovers, friends,
its all a slim chance.
Does anyone really understand?
Does anyone really ever really love,
or is there an agenda,
behind every spoken word,
behind every feeling,
if there is what do we do;
play along,
walk away.

Mother's Day

I must admit I get a little jealous,
seeing others
with their mothers,
especially on Mother's Day;
Oh how I wish I had you here,
to hug,
take to lunch,
sit and chat about our day,
and about our lives, ok my life,
because afterall you would rather
hear about me.
I cherish those times together,
holding them close to my heart,
for the rest of my days;
I never took any one day for granted,
nor did I take you for granted;
you are the greatest mom a daughter can have,
we might have not had a lot of nice things,
but we had lovein our family,
you did the best you could,
knowing all that you did,
to raise myself and my older brother;
having nice things are nice,
having unconditional love is so much nicer.
I miss you so much mom,
I know you are with me always,
watching over me,
just wishing you were here and now,
wishing I had at least one more day with you.
Happy Mother's Day,
to the greatest mom!

Love knows no limits, Love knows boundaries, Love has no restrictions. Cannot fight love, So, don't bother trying, Because it won't do any good. There is love out there, It comes around on its terms, So, don't give up; Go about your life, And it will find you.

True Friends

True friends,
to be there for one another, through it all,
the good, the bad,
the positive, and the negative;
to be able to be honest with each other,
no matter;
live and let go,
move on to the next thing,
as true friends do.
No reason to hold on,
to all that frustration, that anger,
building up,
waiting for a release,
to be let go.
True friends,
last for the duration of ones life,
they don't go anywhere,
no matter what may happen;
True friends,
they understand,
they listen,
they may or may not agree,
either way,
they are friends,
True friends,
who remain,
just that, always.

growing within

Growing within, Some do it early, While others take longer, either way it is the right time for us. Growing within, a process, that is different for all.

new beginnings

new beginngings,
change is good,
yet change is scary,
and hard, but necessary.
starting over,
making amends,
learning new things.
this is going to be hard,
but no one ever said it was going to be easy.
beginning anew,
especially alone,
but I will be ok,
I will survive.