Sunday, May 19, 2013

lying here

Here I am lying in bed this Sunday morning, Being served my coffee, Waiting for a breakfast sandwich, Wow, I am not used to being waited on, Being loved this much by someone, Don't know what to do or even how to act sometimes; Here I am, Will this last or will it fade like all the rest? I don't mean to sound so bitter on love Or about any of you, my past loves; I love you all and I know you all love me, We had good times, We were meant to be, At the time, Now its time to move on... for all of us.

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

Truth or Not...

Cruel world,
out for themselves;
kindness,
no more;
trust,
next to none,
if any at all;
how did it end up this way?
Love,
seems like its slim pickings,
lovers, friends,
its all a slim chance.
Does anyone really understand?
Does anyone really ever really love,
or is there an agenda,
behind every spoken word,
behind every feeling,
if there is what do we do;
play along,
walk away.

Saturday, May 11, 2013

Mother's Day

I must admit I get a little jealous,
seeing others
with their mothers,
especially on Mother's Day;
Oh how I wish I had you here,
to hug,
take to lunch,
sit and chat about our day,
and about our lives, ok my life,
because afterall you would rather
hear about me.
I cherish those times together,
holding them close to my heart,
for the rest of my days;
I never took any one day for granted,
nor did I take you for granted;
you are the greatest mom a daughter can have,
we might have not had a lot of nice things,
but we had lovein our family,
you did the best you could,
knowing all that you did,
to raise myself and my older brother;
having nice things are nice,
having unconditional love is so much nicer.
I miss you so much mom,
I know you are with me always,
watching over me,
just wishing you were here and now,
wishing I had at least one more day with you.
Happy Mother's Day,
to the greatest mom!