Worship

Worship God at home,
Worship God at church,
it's not the place that matters
God is everywhere,
God knows when you worship him
He knows that you accept him today and everyday
God is love,
God is wonderful,
He is beautiful, we are a part of him,
we are beautiful and we are wonderful beings
we just have to believe and accept that we are...

almost time to go to bed
but all stuffed up
playing on the computer
playing some guitar
doing some homework
just trying to take my mind off the stuffiness
so I will be able to sleep...

some haiku


all stuffed up
sure wish I could breath
snot running out of my nostril and onto my pillow

it is that the time again,
not enough time for everyday on here
trying to manage the time
making my schedule, following it
but still not enough time in the day

Are people truely happy for us when we are happy?
Or do they just say they are, to make us feel better,
and so that we don't feel bad about being happy?

Good Game

Good game
Bears put up a good fight right to the end
I knew they were not going to win
I just knew, call it what you want,
but I knew it either way,
it's just a fact when they play the Packers
they don't win....
however, good game Bear fans!!

Womens Boxing
somthing that is very interesting to me
might have to try and see I can do it
and go all the way
others might think i am a little crazy
but oh well its what i want to try
life is to short not to try
Boxing is a great stress reliever
and cardio workout
seriously i think i am going to for it!
I have no reason not to...

had a really awesome personal training session
walked out of there feeling really great
i think that is what i needed
that push, that feeling of feeling great
Need to keep it going
need to get serious again
i am now motivated...

Gameday
there is so much animonsity for the game today
some are going for the home team
andsome are going for the other team
personally I really could care less
but I am goin for the other team
just because, no particular reason, just because...

the closing
yea it will be missed by the regulars
but there is still another one nearby
it has been there for awhile
just was not working anymore
just not feasible
not anyone's fault persay
the closing...

playing guitar,
drinking some white wine
so relaxed right now...

we can forgive, but we cannot forget, we are not meant to forget either...

" I'm ok if I'm driving in my car...I'm only lonely in the dark..."


" I don't want to be thinking of you....I don't want to want you..."

a peon

be all you can be
army of one and now
army strong...whats the next slogan gonna be?
i personally think it should go back to the orignal " be all you can be "
but what do i know....im just one of uncle sam's peons...

school spirit

Huskies
go huskies
im a huskie...woohoo!

Haiku 01/17/11

going back to school
it's been a long break
to long, thought I was going to crack


snow falling
turning to rain
making the roads look like glass


got to go to sleep
have to get up early in the morning
no more sitting around on my ass

Hiking In NH

Hiking the mountains of New Hampshire
getting to the top
very invigorating
very self fullfilling
can either do it alone or with someone
although if alone, make sure you let someone know where you will be
Make sure you are prepared
with food, water, and other supplies you might need for safety and survival
Hiking is a fun sport,
but it can be deadly if not done correctly.

Always stare at a spectacle

goodnight

goodnight
sleep tight
sleep well
dont let the bedbugs bite
that could hurt
but yet if you sleep heavy
you might not feel anything
so goodnight
sleep tight and i will be back tomorrow....

Guitar

playing the guitar
making music
not real good at it yet
but yet i think i do pretty good, considering
even though im not that great at it yet,
it relaxes me and feels good when i do practice and play
i like the guitar
i want to play better
and so i need to practice, practice everyday
and i am
just hope i can keep doin it when school starts in 2 days....

loving a woman
is like loving no other
the way she looks
the way she feels
the way speak
the way they smile
and the way they shine
the smoothness of thier skin
the way they just know
loving a woman
is like loving no other...

" if you ask me, I will say I am fine..."

afraid of myself
what am i so afraid of
just want love
to be loved
to love
to love freely
a love that is not accepted by all
because they don't understand
because they are scared
because it is different
there is nothing to be afraid of
love is love
doesn't matter if it's a man and a woman
or a woman and a woman
or man and man
the only difference with the way i love from the rest
is i love another woman
and it's not traditional
but it is still love
and i am not going to stop
its who i am
what i am
and i am proud
i like who i am...

" a fearless love " something we all want,

choices

choices we make,
yes they are choices,
some are the right ones
some are the wrong ones
some think we can choose not to make the wrong one
and i think that is true
although sometimes are judgement is blurred
sometimes we just get so overwhelmed
sometimes we are confused
and sometimes its just what we want
the choices we make others might not agree
others might get angry, upset
but it's your choice, not theirs
maybe it will be the right choice afterall,
maybe not, but sometimes you just have to take a chance
on a choice that is not accepted by all
make the choice you want
the one you think that is right at the time
if others think its the wrong one
maybe a little it is, but it doesnt have to stay that way
choices,
they are all around us...

got to go to work now
its only two days a week
so i cannot complain


it looks cold out
been in my pjs all day
not a whole lot to do anyway


my guitar
i like my guitar
it is as sweet as candy

i cant
just cant
i cant explain it
its the right thing
even tho it hurts like hell
but from ive been told some of the right things hurt
i dont like it
not one bit
i know it looks like
and what it doesnt
but all i know is whats in my heart
i wish there was a window to my heart
but if there is it is covered
it was uncovered at a time
but it is covered now
only opened now and then
i hate this
what it has done
what it has caused
if i knew this would have been the result
i would have stopped it
i dont regret it
i never will
but i dont like what it caused
i hate it

It's Time...

Time to let go,
yes it is hard,
it is the right thing,
and we wonder why if it's right,
why it must hurt so damn much,
you know it as well as i know it,
we may not like it,
but it has to be,
there will be anger,
there will be saddness,
there will be frustration,
but it will all pass,
and maybe be replaced by forgiveness,
and understanding,
Time to let go,
no one likes to,
but i guess its a part of life,

a little more haiku

The sun,
oh where have you gone?
oh how i wish it were summer again...



The mailman delivers the mail,
He gets chased by the dog,
You're the mailman's son...

3:00 in the morning,
kept waking up,
oh why, oh why can't I sleep?

from a card i had bought....

Free Spirit


Believe in who you are,
as a free spirit...
never measure your life
by others standards,
live according to your inner spirit
and dance to your own music.
Live honestly
and accept these gifts...
your beauty,
your differences,
your humanity...
Never doubt yourself,
your call to love
or choices made.
It is your right on this earth,
to stand strong
for what you believe
is your true destiny
and direction.
Do not falter...
or lose heart!

~Pam Reinke

Snow Fun

walking along the snow covered sidewalk,
bundled up with ear muffs, mittens
falling and landing face first in the snow...


making a snow man,
coal for a nose,
and a lucky strike in his mouth...

throwing snowballs
dodging the snowballs
smash right in the head!

Tuesday Morning

Tuesday morning with me,
drinkin' my coffee,
eating some breakfast,
watchin' some morning news,
playin' on facebook,
no worries,
why worry, it just adds stress,
something that is not needed,
just live and let live,
smile and be happy,
cannot control others,
cannot control what others say, think or do,
if someone is mad, sad, frustrated, there really isn't anything
we can do about it, only they can change their mood,
they are and God and them alone, are in charge of their existence.

To Love Yourself

To love yourself,
is to love to love God,
give your heart to him,
give him the reins of your life,
let go, release all guilt, forgive others,
Forgiving doesn't mean you condone,
forgiveness sets you free
Love yourself,
love God,
God loves you

Life is good

Life is good,
God is there,
he is always there,
always around never far behind us,
believe, have faith, listen and all is well,
Life is good,
life is what you make of it,
if you want to be happy, than just think it, be it,
smile and do what makes you happy, and you will be happy
Life is good,
God is with me
I am with him
God is love

Climbing to the top of the mountain,
Checking out the view,
All alone at the top, what now?


The dog likes to go out,
sticking her nose in the snow,
Something nips at the dog's nose, guess she won't do that again...


Working out,
striving to get those six pack abs,
Instead, doing a twelve ounce six pack.

Not so positive...

Yummy, coffee is a good thing,
a great way to wake up,
Although, not waking up would be nice too.


The yellow bird,
on the window sill,
Then it falls off and hits the sidewalk below...

Productiveness

To be productive,
it feels good when it is done,
Productiveness is like being responsible, why do it?


To be able to sleep all day,
To play video games all day,
Get sucked into the couch and never be seen again...

A little army haiku

Playing army,
It's not so bad,
But either is a cat puking up dinner...


This is my rifle,
It is my friend,
Get in my way and I will blow your head off!

life...
why we are here?
life, we are here for amusement,
but some get lucky and get more out of it,
oh how nice it is...

how are you?
I am fine.
that is the extent of it all....


dreamin' of something bigger,
dreamin' of more
maybe they will come true and maybe not...

Jammin'
Cleanin'
Chillin' and drinkin', sittin' on the deck while the snow is a fallin'...

Out with the old
In with the new
Seems like I do spring cleaning all year long...




Work, work
off to work I go
Oh! I need a sugar mama...

I want school to start,
Break is to long,
I want to be back in class and studying.

No One Understands 2

No one understands,
They say do,
But no one really does

No one really knows us,
Except for God himself,
And that is the only one who really matters, besides yourself.

No one understands,
No one sees the pain,
No one sees the tears I shed,
No one sees the misery,
No one understands...

I just want someone to listen,
To rest my head when it is to heavy to hold up
I just want someone to...just be...

No one understands...

haiku

I wish I coud make all happy,
 including myself,
 all at the same time, but I cannot...

Place my heart in my pocket,
won't let it out,
I do not want it to break anymore.

Don't call me,
Call me,
Taking a walk in the park.

I don't want to feel guilty anymore,
I hate that I do, especially when I shouldn't,
Let go of the guilt,
Don't feel bad about doing something, due to others,
All is fine and dandy, but Im tired of being felt like it's a bad thing to do what I want to do.

Sometimes I just don't want to do what others want,
for years I would, and just put my wants and needs on hold,
I realized I cannot do that anymore,
it's hard, but I am doing it,
making others upset with me, hurting others,
what can I do? I can't please ya'll.

Why can't people just live and let live, and not judge one another,
God does not judge, so why do we?