No More....

Being taken for granted again,
But not taking it, standing up for myself,
some might not like it, others will be proud of me,
but most important is that I am doing it for me,
taking care of me, my own well-being,
because no one is going to do it for me,
God just gives me the tools to do so,
just have to use them now...

went for a run today,
ran three miles,
it was awesome,
have to do it again tomorrow!
I need to do it,
not only stay physically fit, but also mentally fit....

first time in life,
don't have to work,
always had to work,
sometimes two jobs and sometimes three,
but now I do not have to,
it will feel odd,
but I shall get used to it

Why did I?
I said I didn't care,
but what I should have said was no, that I do mind,
Why do I do this to myself?
Oh well, to late now....
and besides it shouldn't bother me anyway,
and it really doesn't, at least not like ya'll think,
it bothers me in a irritable way, annoying way, invasion....
Someday I will learn...

A Little Haiku

God,
love him, trust him,
the world is wide open



drinking a beer
unwinding from the day
next day, where am I?



Electric guitar
makin' some sweet music,
the moon is shinin from above in the night sky

Rest In Peace

My baby angeli....rest in peace angeli....along with Georgy, Demi, and Rascal....I love you all!!

No Quitter

frustrating as it may be, I will get it,
I will get my promotion,
I will not give up, although I'd love to,
but I cannot do that, I am not quitter, and besides God hasn't given up on me,
and He never will,
so why should I give up on myself,
so therefore, here I go again, try and try until I get and then keep going for the next one....