Sudden Bursts

Had a moment of tears,
while I was doing the dinner dishes,
tears of missing my mom;
will this ever stop,
these spur of the moments,
sudden bursts of tears.

I know I will always miss my mom,
the pain will always be there,
though it will subside,
but never fade completely.

Moment of tears,
it's not a sign of weakness,
but sign of healing...I think.

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Do what is right for yourself, Do what is important to you. Don't worry about disappointing others You are number one.

My shadows.

Shadow of doubt, Shadow of regret, Following me around wherever I go, Please stop. My shadow of regret always there, I wonder if I will ever lose this shadow. Who is your shadow, Do you have one like me, If so what is your shadow's name?

Love

Love is something that cannnot be bought or sold; it has to earned, given from the heart, it can be lost, but never forgotten. First loves are always remembered, the loves that change your life, but did not work, will be remembered, always, never forgotten. Love to hold and behold, love with all your heart, with all your might.

Cleaning House

sometimes you just have to clean house,
wipe the slate clean and start over;
no one ever said it was going to be easy,
it's something that has to be done to move on.
Everyone comes into our lives for a reason,
some stay for long while,
and some for only a short time,
either way, there is a reason for all that come into our lives.

Time to clean house,
wiping the slate clean,
moving on,
letting go,
how I've always hated to let go, and-
tried to avoid it at all costs,
no more can I do that,
if I want to move on and be happy.

harder time than i thought

Maybe I am having a harder time with this afterall, Miss you mom, thought I was handling it fairly well, but I guess not. Something isn't right with me, I can feel it and my actions, attitude shows it as well. grief, something that seems so common, yet so different with each who encounter it.

goodbye

The past is the past, No sense dwelling in the past, It doesn't do any good for the heart Or mind, aside making us nuts. Time to let go, Letting go, It's been real, It's been the time our lives, Or it's been a living hell, Either way, it's time to let it all go. Goodbye, to the past, Although, you will never be forgotten; However, the past is behind, Cannot live in the past, Must keep moving forward.