doin what i want
what a concept,
i know people do it all the time,
doing what they want,
with no feelings of guilt, of hurting others,
just doing what they want,
is there a trick to not feeling,
for me, this is new for me,
doing what i want, and what is right for me,
but at the same time there are others who are hurting,
i do not like seeing them hurt,
the ones i used to love, still love, will always love,
so tell me how do i do what i want without feeling bad,
feeling guilty, feeling selfish,
i am doing the right thing for me, this i know,
but please forgive me if i am feeling remorse for the others,
this is something new for me,
a new experience,
i have to get used to this i guess,
no turning back now