on my own....but not...

feelin a little lost again,
listening to my song "East to West",
oh how it fits,
feeling like i might need to take some more time for me,
been feeling like this for a little bit,
this finding yourself stuff, is a pain in the butt,
sometimes i wonder why i need to,
is it really all that necessary,
if helpin others, doing for others makes you happy, then why just keep doing it,
ok, ok! yea so, we need to do things for ourselves and take care of ourselves,
and make sure we are happy and within, doing things we want to,
anyway, guess i will just take care of me,
starting today, starting over with this quest,
no one can do it, but me,
no one can tell me how,
no one can do it for me,
so i'm on my own,
but thats ok....ok, so i am a little scared of the on my own, alone thing,
but i know i can do it, just have to conquer the fear if it, and not let the fear win....
i know i'm not alone,
i can still have a relationship, and still be on my own,
be independent, i can work on me and finding me, finding the happiness within,
just have to have more alone time then usual, and i have to be stronger then the lonely feeling.....its just so damn hard!