More time to be alone

need some time to think again, about what I want,
saw a movie, made me think a lot,
I wish I could just take a year off and go to a couple different countries, on my own,
but then again I really don't think I need to go to a different country, I can
find it here in my own, in my own home, I just need to figure it out,
need to my needs first before anyone else, if I need to be alone for awhile, then I have to,
and not worry about what others are going to say or feel like,
it's my happiness that is what at stake, not theirs,
I just don't feel strong enough at times to do this,
I've never had to be like this, to figure this crap out...