I believe you do understand why I am doing what I am doing,
I know it must, it is killing you on the inside, that you cannot give me all that I want now, and do not even know if you will be able to,
It kills me to not be with you, and to know that you are hurting because of me.
You are my best friend, I do not want to lose that, I want to be able to talk to you about anything,
happy, sad, anger, everything!
Just knowing that whatever I may say, especially if it is happiness,
it may be hurting you, and that is the last thing I want to do to you,
I love you so much, if there more of chance, a percentage of having it all with you,
it would be you lying next to me,
there is no contest,
the love I feel for each of you is different,
no better, no worse, both of you fulfill me,
that is one reason why it is so diffcult...
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