Motivation

Need to find that motivation I once had; thought I had a firm grasp onto it; however, apparently it was not.
Motivation is found within, it cannot be bought, given to you from a friend, it is within yourself. Motivation surfaces when one is ready for change, when one is ready to conquer their fears and the obstacles that have stood in their way for so long.
My motivation is right there, I see it, I can touch it, I can taste it, I just have to grab a hold of it and this time do not let go under any circumstance! I will get it back, I will hold onto my motivation, I will gain control and stay in control.