something to believe in

You gave me love,
you gave me something to believe in.
I need you in my life,
to help me keep balanced.
Something to believe in, that  is you,
please don't shut me out completely,
let me talk to you, see you when we can.
I need you in my life, to believe that there is a purpose,
you keep me in check.
Please don't take away my love for you and bury deep within,
please don't close the doors;
I know it seems like I've already done that, with the choice I made,
but really I haven't.
Feels like I am in Heaven and Hell;
it just doesn't seem like I can never get enough of something;
I always need to go looking into the other pastures...