Should vs. Could

I should be this,
I should do that,
I should be better than then him/her,
I should be smarter than I am,
Instead of saying should, replace it with could.
Whatever the "should" in my life is, I need to replace it with "could",
I have a choice, "could" gives me that choice, "should" does not.

I should....
I don't want to,
I am afraid,
I do not know how,
because I am not good enough,
because it doesn't match up to "your" standards.

No more "should's"
No more "I have to's"

I am me, I am doing the best that I can
with what I have and with what I know how to do,
I am learning as I go,
It might take me longer than you,
but I will get it done.

I could....