Woke up frustrated, irritated, just has not been a good day. Haven't done much today, took a nap for a couple hours, looking out the window, watching the rain coming down. Don't know what is wrong today, I had a good day yesterday, but no such luck today. Tired of all, Just want some satisfaction, tired of climbing, climbing ....to fall back down again. Frustration, irritation,determination .... To keep going, that I do have, not sure where it comes from ...