Surrender

Surrender,
that's all I need to do,
wish it were that simple.
God, I ask you
for the willingness to surrender...this obsession,
Tired,
so tired;
that I keep falling,
I need to rid this out,
of me;
Oh the pain,
make it stop,
don't want it any lomger;
I surrender.
As I surrender,
hold my hand,
walk by my side.