Rock Bottom

This is scary as hell, I won't lie to you, I guess this is the time for me, my rock bottom, The bottom of the dark hole, and now I need to climb out, No one else can do it for me, rock bottom, on my own, Learning to climb up and out on my own, Learning about who I am, what I want, learning to love me, as others love me, to see what they see. Being forced to go, live and deal with my demons within, Deal with a loss head on. It is time. I have reached my emotional rock bottom.