What if I met my soulmate already and I didn't even know it? Or what if I can't be with my soulmate even though we know it's right? A journey that I must take on my own, in order to find love with someone else, I need to love myself and be content with myself.

Dorks Rule

Hello this is from my kindle.

The Girl on the Train

the girl on the train,
she rides the train to work and back home everyday;
she travels with all kinds of differeent folks.
Some like her, some older or even younger,
some are even appear a little odd, but aren't we all a little odd?
Everyday, she rides the train,
some folks are the same as the day before,
so she tries to make conversation with a couple,
although, not many seem the conversational type,
so she mostly puts on her headphones and listens to her music,
tries to picture what kind of lives each person live, just to kill the time.
The girl on the train,
riding to work and back home everyday,
wondering is this all there is?

Exciting rather than scary

think of it has exciting, rather than scary,
think of it has an adventure, rather than scary,
don't be afraid, it will be ok,
take that leap of faith,
if not than there will be regrets.

letting go, moving forward, moving on,
exciting it is, yet scary at the same moment,
but only a moment does the scareness lasts.

cannot move forward if stuck in the past,
let go of the negative in your life,
embrace all of the positive,
live life like it's your last day.

not everyone will leave your life, just because
your moving on, some will always remain in your life,
those are the ones that ar supposed to stick around,
others may be out of your life after a little time passes.

With What is on my Back

Living with what is just in my ruck,
no extras, just what I can carry on my back.
The Adventure of a lifetime,
looking foward to it.

Takng the ruck,
hitting the road,
backpacking,
across the country,
with just whatever I have on my back-
literally.

Sounds a little nuts, I know,
yet at the same time,
you have to admit it sounds a little exciting.

Living out off the land,
living with what is in my ruck,
living with little as possible,
learning that I do not need all that stuff!
Extra stuff,
that is collected,
then stored away,
never to be seen again,
for years and years...

Pondering and More Pondering...

Taking care of me for once,
it is okay to do so, or so I am told.
Letting go of the past,
accepting that I cannot change the past,
moving foward, rather than stand still.

Doing what is best for me,
putting ME before others,
a aspect that is so unfamiliar to me;
however, I am willing to take that risk...finally.

Sometimes, WE just have to jump in...feet first and test the water later,
to make the decision,
just do it.
Pondering and pondering over the idea...only leads to more doubts, and the "What If 's...."

Had A Plan...

had a plan...
was following that plan,
then one day it all went awry.
Now, I am at a loss, once again...
trying to find that path that I was once on.
I know though that we do not make the plans
to our lives, God has the blueprints already made out,
he gives us the road map,
it is up to us to follow it, and do our best not to get lost.

As I sit here at a table, in having coffee and breakfast,
away from my home, yet at home here,
I think of my next phase in this life.
Where I should be, where I want to be...
I know what I want to do, and what I should do,
yet having such a hard time doing it.
Do not want to hurt anyone nor leave anyone behind,
but I also know that everything happens for a reason and  everyone enters our lives for a purpose.

We may need relationships in our lives,
We may want them to last forever,
but the truth is, they do not last forever.
Our relationships come and go one way or another,
and we end up alone again, then for a short time, we are united with another.