Do not need much...

We do not need a lot to survive,
so why is it that the human race strives to keep gathering
more and more stuff?
The more money we get, the more we buy.
I know I can survive on the bare essentials,
yet there is always something new that comes out,
and...

The Crickets

There I was, in the dark, walking along the dirt road;
then I hear a cricket, then another and another.
Oh what a neat sound they make.
So peaceful out here,
just me and the crickets,
and the night sky above me.

the desire

The desire is so strong,
when we make love,
the the ground begins to rumble beneath us.
My heart races as I look at your beautiful smile,
the touch of your hand on my thigh, turns me on so,
makes my desire for you even more so, uncontrollable.
I desire you more than anyone that I've ever been with,
when we are together, the passion inside explodes.
The desire for you, for your touch, for your love,
oh how I cannot imagine life without.

pain from love

It's just too much for me to bare.
It hurts too much.
Why do we put ourselves through such pain?
Yes, I am talking about the pain from love-
so much pain that occurs,
yes, there is joyous moments too,
but seems like pain overrides it all.
Sometimes I wonder,
should I just throw in the towel,
be alone, travel the grounds...
It is just too much to bare at times,
the pain from love.

Two months....

Two months after you've moved into God's House,
I still have my moments, days, hours and minutes,
I try to remain strong,
I try not to cry as much, at least not in sight.
I miss you greatly,
I wish I had some more time with you.
I'm trying to keep moving foward,
trying not ot wallow in my saddness to much,
I know you wouldn't want that.
I think of your smile,
and it makes me smile, yet with a tear in my eye.

Broken on the inside

Broken on the inside,
will it ever heal?
I don't want to be broken anymore.
When a layer begins to heal,
one starts peeling off.
I've been broken so many times,
I know I will heal and have healed,
but this time feels different somehow.
I just can't stay above water,
every once in awhile,
I fall below the surface.
I am tired, very tired,
of breaking,
healing, and breaking again...

something to believe in

You gave me love,
you gave me something to believe in.
I need you in my life,
to help me keep balanced.
Something to believe in, that  is you,
please don't shut me out completely,
let me talk to you, see you when we can.
I need you in my life, to believe that there is a purpose,
you keep me in check.
Please don't take away my love for you and bury deep within,
please don't close the doors;
I know it seems like I've already done that, with the choice I made,
but really I haven't.
Feels like I am in Heaven and Hell;
it just doesn't seem like I can never get enough of something;
I always need to go looking into the other pastures...